No Idea

I have no clue what this post is gonna be. Literally zero. However, let’s test my creativity, noting the time, it’s 3:42 PM on Thursday. I’ll note the time when I finish. The question remains however… what am I gonna write about? Well, your guess is as good as mine, I’m writing this post early for two weeks from now so I can take a lil break for family, but not leave the people who actually read these dry. In all honesty, I don’t even know if this will be five paragraphs, this entire thing is… no idea. I’ve been contemplating recently, what does it mean for something to be “deep?” I’ve written some poems recently—I’m definitely not a poet, prose is for sure my lane—one of the poems I wrote without a single meaning in my mind, I just rhymed a bunch of words with the sentence “I wonder if bloods watch blues clues.” However, people thought this was deep. That’s just one example though, I’ve said so many dumb things, and I’ve heard people say dumb things trying to make a joke, and people quote it like these people are reincarnations of Buddha. Now look, I think it’s fine to find meaning in things. I wear a red string, a useless piece of yarn, around my neck, and it has meaning to me. Very deep meaning. However, do not read into things that aren’t intended to be read into. There is purpose behind everything, and whose fault is it that it got misconstrued? The author, not the audience, the author failed in conveying his purpose, and there can be no judgement of negativity placed upon the audience for misinterpretation, however, if you take something meant to be humorous as serious it may cause you pain, because of how humor is often done. If you make something serious humorous it may be an affront, causing the author pain because you’ve devalued one of their beliefs. I personally try to be facetious with my posts, so that it can be interpreted with humor or without, as long as my message gets through. In my post, The Three Realms, I said you may consider me a lunatic, because I understand the things I’m saying sound inane. However, I do truly believe in those things, and I’ve been studying them incessantly for awhile now. While I’m not very adroit in the field, I wish to be, and will continue to show erudition for the subjects, while still understanding that people may see me as crazy.

That’s another thing, sometimes the things you study, sometimes things you’ve found proof for within your life, people will see as fallacious or malarkey. Take a rational examination of what you’re saying, reexamine your proofs, because maybe you are wrong, and there’s nothing wrong with being wrong, just be happy that you caught it. Call yourself an idiot as we all do every year—please don’t say I’m the only one. If you're not wrong, well then keep up the erudition.

Also, humor, humor is great. I personally love it, I’m a very facetious person. Humor has so many positive effects, it would be illogical to not make illogical jokes about being illogical—I understand that I’m not funny sometimes, I don’t apologize. Humor has wonderful effects, I’ve stated in previous posts, it lowers blood pressure, it strengthens the immune system, releases endorphins, and increases your overall sense of well being. It also is a great emotion for ECS (emotionally competent stimuli) which is jargon for saying “a more memorable memory.” The jokes I make often make me out to be an iconoclast, however, so the blade is double edged I suppose.

Humor can be tough though, especially the humor I make which conveys an extreme amount of insolence and seems to be done impetuously. The amount of thought that goes into my five millisecond responses is fairly astute and/or prudent. Even when I seem like the most presumptuous person ever. Even me being so annoying right now using so many big words that most people don’t care to know. Because I’m just that scrupulous with my writing—please don’t hate me, I swear I’m not a narcissist.

While I’m talking about nothing, and the only person reading this now is likely my vro that studies big words probably more than I do, you smarty pants, you know who you are. I’ll talk about the things I’m currently attempting to do to evolve my mind. Cease judgement, connotation, and expectation, as well as destroying my ego as far as I possibly can, and learning to accept everything. The challenge is that I’ve been doing all those things for awhile, and stopping habits that are ingrained over years… a little hard, just a little. However, I feel as if I’m making progress, and I really am satiated with how I look at people and situations now. Hopefully I can make it automatism for my mind soon, but that’s my current objective. I think that’s pretty great though. Seven paragraphs (not including introduction and conclusion). The only things I really hoped you took away from this post is all the big words, and here’s one more, vacuous. I’m kidding, I hope you saw that you can do anything, put some constraints on yourself, and just go at it, writing isn’t as hard as people say, just write, your mind is constantly going, just translate those thoughts into electric impulses in your brain carried to your fingers, adroit the writing. Oh, and it’s 4:39 PM Thursday now, so 57 minutes. Besides that, I hope you got some small smile from this, have a great week, I’ll cya sometime soon, peace.

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